SuPz.orG Blog Spotlight: I love Carl
jimbo - December 20 2004 @ 05:54 PM
I Love Carl
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I don’t know what’s going on. Carl doesn’t answer any of my calls. He hasn’t answered any of my text messages. He has blocked me from his screen names. He has read the e-mails I’ve written him but he hasn’t said anything back. What’s going on? Why won’t he tell me? What did I do wrong? I can’t think of anything. I left Tally to come home and be with my daddy in what were his last hours. I told Carl where I was going. What did I do wrong? I’ve been trying to call him nonstop. I need him. I have no one. He is my bf. He is supposed to be there for me. I was just going to drive back to Tally yesterday because I needed to get away, but I decided against it because Carl wouldn’t pick up his phone. He is the only person I’d want to stay with. I don’t want to drive all the way up there to stay alone. I don’t know what to do. I’m lost. I’m confused. Carl is on my mind 24/7. This is just killing me. It is breaking my heart even more. I lose my daddy and now Carl isn’t talking to me or acknowledging me. I’m to point were I want to like call his father and ask him if he knows what Carl is doing. It is too the point were I almost want to start hurting Carl. I can’t hurt him. I love him too much. God I love him. I really need him. Why doesn’t he see that? Why can’t he at least let me know what is going on? I deserve that. I deserve to know why he is ignoring me. I have every right. I don’t want this to turn ugly. I just want to know what’s going on. I just want to know why he is ignoring me. Why he blocked me? Why did he pick the time that I needed him most? He is slowing killing me. I’m a mess. I haven’t been able to stop crying. I just need him to let me know what’s going on. I deserve that. I deserve that.
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SuPz.orG Aquatic Profile: The Scorpion Fish
jimbo - December 11 2004 @ 03:11 PM
The Scorpion Fish
They have large, spiny heads and strong, sometimes venomous, fin spines. Many species blend with their surroundings by virtue of their dull colour, but some are brightly coloured, often red. The largest species grow to about 40 in. (1 m) long. Scorpion fish lie quietly on the bottom, often among rocks.
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Top 10 Words of 2004
eslice - November 30 2004 @ 07:34 PM
I know you were dying to know...
TOP 10 WORDS OF 2004
The top 10 words of the year based on searches of Merriam-Webster Web sites.
1. blog
2. incumbent
3. electoral
4. insurgent
5. hurricane
6. cicada
7. peloton
8. partisan
9. sovereignty
10. defenestration
http://www.cnn.com/2004/TECH/internet/11/30/words.of.the.year.reut/index.html
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Happy Thanksgiving
supz - November 25 2004 @ 12:26 PM
I want to give thanks to James J for being so Californian, and putting Arnold into the position that he deserves.
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In response to the lack of posts around here
jimbo - November 19 2004 @ 03:43 AM
Hot Chicks
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In response to the outcome of the Election
supz - November 10 2004 @ 08:25 PM
Fuckthesouth.com
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Firefox 1.0, biatch
supz - November 9 2004 @ 08:47 AM
Firefox 1.0 = released today.
Here is my mirror. Here is a torrent. Here are processor specific builds.
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Once again, the Japanese prove that they own me
supz - November 4 2004 @ 10:57 PM
Okay... so I dunno if this kid is Japanese or not, but he is asian, proving once again that they are superior to all other races.
Mario brothers on piano while blindfolded.
And along the topic of asians being quite simply amazing, I want to thank this man for setting an example for all religious people -- Mormons, follow his lead!
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jimbo - November 2 2004 @ 08:41 PM
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Official Election Thread
supz - November 2 2004 @ 06:37 PM
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So its 6:30... the polls will be closing in the next couple hours, and we will find out who will be our president for the next 4 years.
Things are looking bright for Kerry, according to some preliminary exit polls, also there is a HUGE voter turn out, which should only be good for Kerry.
However Bush could still win... no war time incumbent president has ever lost in a reelection. Though, there are a lot of people who feel passionately about both candidates, so it's really up to whose base is the most motivated.
If Kerry wins, I'll buy lunch for the first 10 people who ask me 
Who do you guys think will win? Any insight into the whole ordeal? Think Ross Perot should win via write in? Think Tucker Carlson is a fag?
Update: Nothing yet, but here are CNN's election results, for when they do come in.
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